ATTUNED COACHING
  • About
    • About Me, Wendy!
    • Why Work With Me
    • Coaching Services
    • FAQ
  • Book Now
  • Blog
  • Tools & Resources
  • Contact
  • Become a #MindsetMaster
  • About
    • About Me, Wendy!
    • Why Work With Me
    • Coaching Services
    • FAQ
  • Book Now
  • Blog
  • Tools & Resources
  • Contact
  • Become a #MindsetMaster
Search by typing & pressing enter

YOUR CART

ATTUNED COACHING

BLOG

7/15/2016 Comments

peace, finally

Picture
I have worked very hard on my life up to this point (this made me giggle). I wonder what that really means. Anyway, I have many life experiences that have shaped me and allowed me to be on a journey for this elusive feeling of peace. Up to this point, it has been somewhat of a push/pull and ego driven endeavor to become a person that my children will feel in their hearts; that I was truly a good mom and person. My mom died when I was a teenager and at the funeral, I remember thinking, who are they talking about? The perceptions I have of my mother were not theirs and so it felt false to me. I felt ripped off - jealous of something they seemed to have with her that I did not feel I had. I now know that is not the truth, but at the time it was so strong. I vowed to explore and strive at being a better person for my kids and my future grandchildren. The dysfunctional patterns can stop, but once again I have worked very hard to change my character patterns. Have I arrived? Well, honestly I can say I am done striving, or trying to arrive anywhere. It did serve me having to take this journey from an ego driven agenda place. Now I am ready to just BE.

If I died tomorrow would my kids, listening to people sharing at my funeral, agree with their perceptions of me? I am not sure that would be the case, but I am ok with that because it is their journey to figure out that it is all a projection. I truly feel love for them, from every cell of my body and heart. I did the best I could with those moments in time, as did my mother. I know that my mother loved me from ever cell of her body and heart and did the best she could with the moments she had on this planet. So the letting go of what I “think” my mother did or did not do for me is a wonder gift I found within myself and I feel peace in the letting go.
Comments
comments powered by Disqus

    Author

    Wendy Wagoner has explored numerous avenues of disciplines over the last 30 years. She is a professional Awakening Coach, healer, and experienced workshop leader.

    Archives

    May 2020
    February 2020
    January 2020
    June 2019
    May 2019
    March 2019
    February 2019
    January 2019
    December 2018
    October 2018
    August 2018
    July 2018
    June 2018
    May 2018
    April 2018
    February 2018
    January 2018
    October 2017
    August 2017
    February 2017
    October 2016
    July 2016

    Categories

    All Aims Attachment Theory Awakening Breathwork Childhood Colombia Connection Death Decluttering Events Fear Flowers Habits In The Moment Love Mindset Nature Peace Self Care Self-Care Travel Wildlife Workshop

    SIGN UP FOR UPDATES

    Sign up to receive new blog posts, wellness tips, and recommendations straight to your inbox every month
    * indicates required

Attuned Coaching

About
​Services
Blog
​Awakening To Presence 

Support

Contact
FAQ
© COPYRIGHT 2015. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.